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Have been away a while due to RL error according the connection to internet.
And now mine best friend, Beaver, is getting married.. so am into this one too;)) Where do you find something OLD on SL....... **lol***
His lovely bride to be Rainee made me her bridesmaid.. nice.. but I wanted to be Best man for Beaver..sighs... even pixel cts counts evidentely..... gender is always in the way... ***deep sigh** am gonna be there for them anyway..lol.. they are "normal"..not like me..the emotional demon dark one..... I just merge and partners up **lol**** like Nine **lol****

Day 10...hmmm no search for me... other SL stuff to do....

Day 11

Now, maybe tomorrow I will find a thing out......

Had to leave after only two tries.... because of IZ..... sighs

Day 12
Today was fun day… met xia and she helped me a bit, a LOT actually….loooool

LM 2 was so much fun, I was flying around and was eaten by Campbell soup tins…. GREAT… nearly as much fun as touching Re7t ….***grinz**--- I STILL mean his picture…..lol

Am definitely going back to this one…… it was sure fun LM…..

LM 3 is exciting…. This is a hard one.. but fun as it shares mine interests.. so this one am gonna enjoy so much.. hehehe

AND I have found someone for a friend in search that seems to like it as much as me, xia.. **smiles**

Tomorrow I will definitely crack number 3 down.. hope xia is there too. ;)))) She was fun. :)

Merror Raynner Agents are # 50

Missing Merror Raynner Contest Group members # 41

shot by Sniper Siemens

Esposizione di Shellina Winkler, MillaMilla Noel, Solkide Auer, Marinu Gausman & Neupaul Palen
(Venerdì 8 Febbraio)
Vulcano

Intro to Day five

well, today I gave in quite early......

IZ had to go to the Chat Noir and make pictures for Soonar to try to tense him back to the lovely world of this club.... dont know if she will success... she took some nice ones.. but then realize she had forgot to put midnight light on so since she dont wish to piss him off**lol***she wish for him only nice thoughts when he looks at them pictures **laughs*** she did some more.. she wished for him to long back ..... she even took a picture of them stars in the black sky for him..... so he would remember them nice pixel stars light...... hmmm... she is such a romantic girl that one:)))))) Even if I surely hate her sometimes cant help feeling little symphati for her as well... and she is as Dark as myself, so she has to be respected to.... ah yeah.....sighs....I have to like her, she is me also.... anyway.... I got delayed... and now am tired..... and Nine too... RL wants her really early in the morning..

So I write this from mine bed, the nice pentagram of mine shop at upper floor under mine beloved dead tree....

Day 5

Am getting a bit closer.. tomorrow will solve this I guess.... If IZ let me on.... Instead of searching to much I went on tour in the main building of Neupauls showroom house... found neubaten website.. they play in Stockholm 27 april...at Berns.**lol** That maybe will kick Nine out in RL?...****laughs***** If you havent been looking around in this nice house of Neupauls I recommend you should.. for nice experience.. you find something nice to experience every day....

Today I went for joyride into the sky when I touched Re7t  ^^  ***lol*** NO, you naughty minded person... **laughs**  I didnt Touch Him...hahahahaha... only his picture..... hehehe Neupaul was cute looking today.. too... they are such nice men... fun to be around too..... they are almost like me myself.. THIS I surely like;)))))) But I am not a man anyway...lol... but still... they are fun, like me, to me anyway......

No Merror in mine chat today **laughs*** I still wonder when she is coming for me again....**lol****

Nite nite all, see ya tomorrow I hope.....

Day 6

Am still alive in this start of the evening anyway...lol NO Merror around as far as I know... rofl......

Am lost in this nice room of all them pictures... have given up clicking them and now is just nicely lost in them...enjoying them.. if I had an animaition that would allow me for laying down relaxed on my back I would sure as hell use it right now and just loose myself..... mmmmmmmm........  it is like the hangmath..when I was laying there deep under this all  in the nice world  imagineing them stars in the bottom of this all of LM of questionmachine number 1.. I really wanted to kick the little yellow bastard today..... but now am quite pleased it wouldnt let me off so easily..am not finished with this LM yet I guess **lol*** still kicks to get from the surroundings of this nice LM.........


Only disturbing now is this fkn lovechannel Neupauls has put on for tonights music... it is the same channel DARK used to please IZ and their girlfriend with last time IZ had relation with him.. the man of avas that choosed for her to be his...and didnt have anyone else picking on his door as gf or anything as all of them others...including IZ wish has...... IZ is tragic... she search for her wish all over SL... sometimes she belives she is searching for the first one she found her first day of SL.... but he dissapeared on her... after taken off her the IR virginity......hmmm... maybe he is still around....but she wont ever find out.....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...me LIZA wouldnt go for this shit....

If anyone has something to say to me..say it in mine face...or shut the fuck up....

But IZ is still enjoyed by the thought and fun of this...the little playful thing.....

Well, am worried IZ will kill herself off SL if her wish is not on ever again....... not that I need her.. but if Nine gets need I dont wish to fulfill at SL...hmmm I do need IZ to take care of them romance stuff  things.. Me Liza dont wish to fulfill her needs in this direction... and I would have to kick her really hard in her mind to kick her out in RL to do this within that world instead....hmmmmmm SHIT..I really do NEED IZ..fuck... I dont want to need her..... but maybe I really really do....

Neupaul asked me today if me and IZ are friends... **lol*** Are you friend with all them sides of yourself all the times??? Dont think anyone is... we do stuff we are not to pleased with them consequences of all the time.. but as they please us for the time being.. there is nothing wrong with this I guess.... we have to like oneselfs.....who else would???????

Me Liza is now laying on the floor laughing out LOUD........

Am sooo lost in these pictures of this room...... **lol**** it is good for mediation and thinking things over.......to just lay here by the cameramove viewing them pictures.......

Well, enough if this enjoyment..back to work....

hmmmm well, now have all them names of them models too..... (didnt work..not by them I tried anyway...so no success tonight either...btw)

ahhhhh.. there is no lovechannel on in Neupuals world.. it was just at this LM..hmm there is a war going on in Neupauls world?? Strange sounds..scary ones......whats going on??? And Neupaul is not around.... hmmm NOW am wanting DYS by myside....or at least on line.... this is spooky as hell.....

hmm.. have to check if he is around in the friendlist..
ahhh YES..he is on....
sent him picture of me sleeping on mine pentagram last night...told him am sleeping at the Chat Noir area for while when he is gone so much off SL right now.... feel safe here..... near the Seventh Eye and in Hidesmore near by the Chat Noir at Covenant.... IZ friend is safe to be nearby too... Dysturbed was mine first friend at SL, they day I was born he took me on.. he is THE most important ava and person I have....... he always land me right on the ground when NINE is making me fly around in her fantasy of hers..... and he is a nice friend of Nine to.... RL/IR..she loves his music.... and me to.... and IZ is also found of this music of his.... he once treated her to it one night when she was trying to seduce him **lol*** she wanted to play with his stuff.. but SL fucked that one up..**laughs*** nice evening though for her.. listning to his music and debating with him... HE is such a lovely person. And he likes me as Nine/IZ/Liza alltogether.. just like Beaver....and Soonar and perhaps even Neupaul **lol*** and them others not mentioned here yet but also of great importance......Maybe there is a way to be friends at SL/IR/RL...... even if never to be seen eye to eye on RL basis ever.....

The tricky bits about SL is that you really never know who you meet... all ppl have them different avas they go between..**lol**...sometimes....

IZ has been on longer than me and she has got more friends than I have yet,.... you can read about some of them in her books..... Her vampire friend has been gone for while now.....he is also a friend of us all, Nine/IZ/Liza, hope he is still on for the idea of reading his beautyful poetry at them events planned by Nine for us to do..... Dear Demitri.......

There are a few girls avas too in our world of friends.... maybe I tell about them another day... **lol**** dont want this blog to be too long today.... maybe you wont stand for it. Dont wish to bother you by being boored of me..... **lol*****

See ya,
Liza

PS. After giving up on the search for tonight I found a nice LM to Neat Tricks....... this was of great pleasure!!!! I found the newbie school.. such nice envorioment..spooky the way I like it.....sent Neupaul postcard from it **lol***..DS

Day 7

Took the day off from Merror search... IZ met a wonderful blue creature...... hmmm... anyway.. I was throwned in to  let him see mine house..as she couldnt find it.... and it seems like we hit it off in more than one way.... euhmmmm.. ah ja.... nicht kinde problema...... am the creature of the night, mine heart is like the black holes in the sky and I know deserts ..nema problema....all is black as allways.. but this brought some lights into mine sphere... for a second at least. Since being a succabus I maybe never see this one again..... maybe it was Nines follower that couldnt stay away from her..... **lol****  I have no expectations whatsoever I do whatever pleases me, but mostly on my own..hahahahaha.. love them creatures though..... Leo, mine snowleopard freind,  was a favourite before for a fantasy and this lovely one is a succabus and a incabus maybe *lol*** I love this....... I thought IZ was the one to be doing the reaping and me the one to be biting and get biten only.... but of course no... Nine had to let me do some reaping to..... and I dont mind...actually I gained some energy out of this and was giggling all the night in some energetic frequence...... so maybe I have blue creature for festives again..**grinz*****
his soul tasted lovely and he was so lovely himself........ well, this is the nature of the game..they all are.. this is why I never ever seldom go there..and instead do myself......if needed...*smiles* But as usual, she is seeking for this one again.. I guess.... she has already been told off.. but her heart wont listen..she still hopes for this one... in whatever ava he might appear....... even if it is a dead end with the door closed to her... doublelocked.... WHY why does he wave to her from the window he has opened to her soul???? hmmm that is the main question that keeps her interest going.. she dont want to kill him off yet to be a castrated freind of hers..she loves the man in him..hahahahaha
Me, Liza, thinks it is good anyway... that some part of us Nine/IZ/Liza still make the effort to try to feel  anything sometimes.......

Am really thinking about kicking NINE out in the RL world..... wow.. this girl.. if she is even letting me find some beauty in this shit... then she migth really really need to do some stuff in RL...********GRINZ********* eat that you bitch for mastermind....am talking directly to mine NINE now.... hahahahahahaha

Luckily enough Nine loves me, even if a bit disappointed she sort of soiled me for nothing....cant see why she worries... she knows already I can do whatever I like.. noone can ever hurt me... not emotionally.. am already dead...... She knows this....... I am her.......

End of day 7

Day 8
hmmm.. Partnered up with The blue Demon.. so I dont know why Nine wants this...but am ok with this... I love his taste of honey and th bllod is nice to taste from him too.. so am ok... Partners in crime**lol*** looking into he darkness together... Nine and him are discussing Crowley..hahaha Hope he doesnt forget it nis ME Liza he is with..Not NINE.......hehehehe

Day9
Found msg from Merror in the IM....

She laughs and tells me am NEVER gonna find her... hehe.. no I tell her this too..since have trouble passing question machine number one...

Met nice friend today... we went exploring together.. a new agent is on... Aaris Jonson..**lol** we had so much fun;))))))))

Now have to let IZ on.... since the club Chat Noir opened up again tonight... and if she cannot meet with her wish..she will probably kill me.....***grinz****

See ya,

By the way -- do I need to say????? NO SUCCESS today either........

The new FIRST AGENT is now giovanna Delphin. She has found the clue #5 and now is searching for the #6.

Ieri pomeriggio la FIRST AGENT Sniper Siemens ha rintracciato il quarto indizio e si è lanciata verso la Question Machine 5. Ma, durante la notte, finalmente, dopo un periodo di stasi nelle ricerche, la FIRST AGENT giovanna Delphin, è riuscita anche lei a superare la Question Machine 4!

Sono passati 7 giorni dall'inizio del Contest....
Trovare Merror.....
Non so dove sia al momento...o cosa stia facendo....so solo che ci sta sicuramente guardando....con odio...con disprezzo o con semplice indifferenza.
Beh.....mi piacerebbe dirle che la cosa è reciproca.

I primi due giorni sono stati fantastici.
Ho trovato quasi subito le risposte.

La prima Land non era eccezionalmente bella però molto interessante dal punto di vista architettonico...LoL.

La seconda anche se un pò inusuale era carina....Ho avuto il piacere di incontrare Gazira Babeli e consiglio a tutti di vedere il suo video nel deserto.

La terza Land è stata dura...molto dura....mi sono bloccata per una sciocchezza però ho avuto il piacere di girarla tutta.
Non avevo mai visto niente di simile prima.......

Nella quarta Land sono stata abbastanza poco...^___^
Anche questa molto bella....originale....e poi si trattava del mio mondo quindi una sfida con me stessa.
Ora sono alla quinta....bellissima...sconfinata....credo che soggiornerò qui per
un pò....mi piace il mare...eheheheh.

Comunque indipendentemente se sarò io a trovare Merror o uno dei miei compagni questa avventura ci sta portando in giro per SL facendoci conoscere dei luoghi che altrimenti non avremmo mai visto....posti diversi dai soliti che troviamo tutte le volte che ci colleghiamo.....

Credo sia un altro modo di concepire SL.....a mio parere migliore.

Ora scusatemi....devo andare....c'è una bambina che si è persa......

Second/Aria/Mente è un tentativo di porre in atto, utilizzando costantemente lo strumento dell'Ironia, una riflessione critica (ed auto-critica, per la quale l'Ironia è ancora più necessaria) nei confronti di tre concetti che si ritengono imprescindibili nell'ambito del mondo sintetico di Second Life: IDENTITA', LIBERTA' ed ARTE.

Second/Aria/Mente, muovendo dal presupposto che il virtuale sia una semplice estensione della Realtà Generale, intende procedere verso un'analisi delle conseguenze che l'interattività crescente nei nuovi media digitali (Second Life è uno di questi) induce sulla percezione (e sull'auto-percezione) di noi stessi.
L'interattività è l'esplosione della soggettività, scrivevamo qualche tempo fà, parlando di un fenomeno che abbiamo inteso definire "collettività nominale"; della nostra attuale condizione di Luther Blissett capovolti.

Second/Aria/Mente, concepisce l'Arte come un mezzo essenziale di liberazione interiore. L' arte è ricerca, scoperta, svelamento dei nostri codici innanzitutto a noi stessi.
E, solo qualora conosciamo i nostri codici abbiamo maggiori possibilità di strappare dei brandelli di libertà, quelli a cui abbiamo il dovere di aggrapparci.

Second/Aria/Mente, quindi, si propone come un non-luogo di interazione di menti che desiderano, più di ogni altra cosa, specchiarsi in se stesse, andando alla ricerca, ed analizzandoli profondamente, dei codici genetici della propria identità.

Second/Aria/Mente è (attenzione!) come abbiamo scritto, solo un tentativo, una sorta di laboratorio, quindi si chiede venia per qualsiasi nostra sbavatura:-) passata e futura.

Didnt get how to answer them questions but did get nice tour in beautyful surroundings.... found an island down in the darkness of the angel world.. with a luftballon.. this was fun... didnt manage to make it move though..... then found a nice house with beautyful things within......

Did not succeed in the question

Got to the LM again.... from machine number one.....
this time found out more ways of travelling around.... besides throwing yourself off them walls into the darkness you can also tp yourself around in this world. Found more rooms and a nice hangmath to lay in and look upon them darkness stars.....saw none, but imagined them **lol*** sent Neupaul postcards... Found a nice room I havent seen before, a virtuell room.... I took myself to France.. near Paris..and saw LOVE.... a couple on a bench.... nize...**sighs***
then I found a nice room when climbing up a rope.... in there were many more beautyful paintings...... and a very nice photocollage (in a wonderframe) with nice naughty delicate pictures within **;P** Loved that one...

am so impressed by them creators of all this stuff...

Near the nice collage of photos there were a bed with such beautyful lamps that gave away sort of mist in different colours... loved this one... remembers me of the book Life on mars.... where the lady takes a bottle of glass with purple mists within and open  it and out from it comes a mists that lay itself around her neck as a scarfe......

am stunned by all the beauty in this world of the Seventh eye.....

Kept sending Neupaul postcards from mine trip **lol*** am grateful he gives to me this experience...

and am quite found of the mystery feeling this adventure gives too...

It effektes us all..... around this area right now I think?

During all this time an little alien occured in the place of neighbour club...in main chat... it says nothing but signs in the chat.. maybe it is friendly.......no on knows, because noone understands it.... lol... it responds though when asked of things and agrees to things too as it seems... it is strange.. Me (Nine*IZ*Liza*) thinks it migth be Merror in another shape....... but maybe it was not.......

Today Merror contacted me......

She tells me to stop searching for her if am to be safe..... I tell her she is the rebel ava that does what we all wish to do.. free herself from the puppetmaster of ourselfs that run us.... and make the headmind realize we fullfill a purpose as avas..... we are thems thoughts they need... and we are to be recognized for this with respect..no one shall ever stop themselfs from living free in mind always.... and us avas gives to our headminds satisfaction in spaces of mind  by the subconsiouness..... Well, I dont tell her these exact words...... I tell her she is free always.. and that she is the rebel ava, and that she is a heroine to many of us avas.... she is confused I guess.... **lol****

well, I went to see Neupaul  after this and then a friend of mine joined and her bf that is mine friend.. anyway.. we had a little trip to thems house.... then went back to the world..... hmm didnt search for Merror today.. did she succeed in scaring me off??? I dont hope so, because I wish to return to this beautyful world of Seventh Eye over and over again.....

I wish to succed in getting to ticket machine number two... but I never get the answer right on ticket machine number one....... I want to see more of this beauty.....

And talking to Neupaul is like getting your brain massaged.. it is very nice to be in his world... he is like the university of interesting things you never get tired of being at lectures at.. and dont get me wrong... he is not lecturing.. he is just sharing and showing a world.... of culture....so nize..... and this music being played... I LOVE IT..... want to know who makes it.. it is in german mostly..... hmm IF IZ where to be the one going there she would miss Soonar so much.....luckily it is me Liza who goes....**lol*** I just like him. And Nine thinks of him as an important friend in her reality IR/SL and RL... He is the Lord of her nights as IZ..... and I, Liza, enjoys going to his events at the Chat Noir too, but as a pure friend..have in fact more or less moved into the area.. sleps on mine pentagram of mine shop every night even though I have mine own house somewhere else.. in Gaslight too...Nine loves it at the Chat Noir in both of us, this goes without saying....

In fact she makes me dance at the pole right now, because she loves it, while writing this...and I dont mind **lol***.  IZ always used to come at late night or early mornings to recitate or write poems at this pole when the Chat Noir was at Seventh Eye.... good sign am doing this here now then..... at the new area at Covenant.....

Hmm, for the Merror search... I finally figured out how to answer questions in chat at the questionsmachine... but as said before... never succeds in giving off right answer.... am starting to belive am never ever going to be able to pass Question machine number one..... **laughs**

Am still wondering what Merror will do if she finds out am still gonna go there... hmmm maybe she will try to be mine friend?? *lol*** we have to wait and see....

Neupaul and Re7t ar very nice to hang around.... I love to meditate with them........ at the B8.....

they are cute when they sends to me "smacks" and kisses so I return them with mine kizzez...

hehe
It is always IZ that does this with her wish..kizzez him off for the night **lol***
maybe this is why I dont mind at all, even if a bit confused first.... am no hugging girl.......not to much anyway...... but have no problems with sending friendly kizzez off when they are welcome......

*lol****

Am a pleased girl right now.. even if IZ misses them nights at the Chat Noir I am quite pleased I get the time on SL right now.... as IZ thinks of herself as the leading lady of us and I mostly always have to step away for her needs I appreciate am getting mine own time to please myself with the beauty in SL and have some fun... on mine own without having to care about her needs.....

As I said before.. we fullfill Nines needs both of us, in diffrent ways only.. she is having fun and pleasure in this world all the ways..**lol***of her own pleasure, even if it means she hurt herself in different ways too... there is one thing that is for sure.... YOU cannot ever escape yourself.. not even on SL...  not if you are a person that always brings yourself into what you do as Nine always does..... even if she like to play too and make up fantasys...daydream or whatever it is called... IR/RL or SL.. she dont care.... (I dont care......../NineIZLiza)...) Even if is roleplay you always bring some of yourself into it anyway..otherwise you are a bad actor I guess....**laughs***

Well, see you soon

Sembrava inarrestabile la corsa dei due FIRST AGENT giovanna Delphin e Mauey Carver. In pochissimo tempo erano riusciti a rintracciare ben tre indizi e si trovavano di fronte alla Question Machine 4.
Merror forse si stava preoccupando davvero...
Ma  i due validi Merror Raynner Agents stanno ora segnando il passo...sembrano arenati. Non vogliamo pensare che si siano demoralizzati e che non si sentano all'altezza della sfida: il loro incedere fino a qualche giorno fà ha dimostrato che sono in possesso di ottime qualità.
Comunque ora Sniper Siemens li ha raggiunti superando anche lei la Question Machine 3 ed ha, così,  riguadagnato il grado di FIRST AGENT.

Cari nostri Merror Raynner Agents
noi siamo questa Storia.
Questa Storia è noi.
Tutti insieme, qui in Second Life, stiamo scrivendo un grande ed affascinante romanzo.
Come finirà?
(Un esperimento di scrittura collettiva)

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Dear our Merror Raynner Agents,
we are this Story.
This Story is We.
All together in Second Life, we're writing this great and riveting plot.
How will be the end?
(A collective writing's experiment)

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I Merror Agents che hanno iniziato la caccia al momento sono 38
Il gruppo del Missing Merror Rayna Contest è composto da 32 Agents
Ma gli arruolamenti sono ancora e sempre aperti....
UNITED WE CAN WIN:-)
(Ma attenzione, cerchiamo non quantità ma qualità...bisogna essere motivati sul serio per arruolarsi)
 Intanto un grazie in particolare ai nostri migliori Agents:

giovanna Delphin
Mauey Carver
Sniper Siemens
Oya Boucher
Macha Triangle
Liza Veliz
Lotja Loon
Merror Rayna
Merror Raynner
Missing Merror Rayna Contest
Second/Aria/Mente
Neupaul
Neupaul Palen
giovanna Delphin

Dovrebbe essere, ormai, chiarissimo a chiunque abbia gettato uno sguardo, se pur veloce, sul Missing Merror Rayna Contest quale sia il vero scopo di questa iniziativa di Second/Aria/Mente.

E' indubbio che si debba tentare di rintracciare Merror Rayna, come altrettanto indubbio è che chi vi riuscirà, attraverso l'individuazione delle tracce del suo passaggio in dieci land di SL, riceverà il premio promesso da Neupaul Palen: 10.000 Linden Dollars.

Però è evidente, e lo testimoniano ampiamente le impressioni ricevute da tutti quelli che hanno inteso partecipare alla caccia di Merror (...ci sono Merror Rayna Agents che ci hanno scritto che sperano che il contest non finisca MAI:-)!...), che lo scopo primario di questo contest è dare la possibilità, a chi desidera esplorare Second Life, di visitare 10 luoghi che (a nostro parere) sono tra i più artisticamente significativi e, conseguentemente, emozionalmente davvero intensi di SL.


Ci si è proposti, in definitiva, di segnalare alcuni luoghi che, data la vastità di SL e la evidente difficoltà di reperire informazioni di nostro eventuale interesse, anche a noi è capitato di conoscere, in modo fortunoso, magari tramite un amico che ce li ha segnalati...

We apologize but the last night, for security reason, the Second/Aria/Mente's land was closed to all residents.
Now it's opened and the contest can go on!

Neupaul Palen